If I could

I've heard this song twice before today. We played it at Dave's memorial, and I heard it the first day I arrived on Necker Island. Now I'm listening to it again and having a cry on what would have been Dave's 40th birthday. For some reason a milestone birthday seems harder, even more so because we said goodbye to Poker this week. Dave should have been here to celebrate 40 and watch Dylan grow. But we'll celebrate for him, and commemorate a short but impactful life.